I have been planning on having a second account. i read all my journals and work here one day and I realised that I want a fresh start I want to create an alterego. I would still keep this account as more public one the other would be just a secred account no soul would know about it, no one I know and I feel like nobody is really reading my stuff here anyways.

I am happy because tomorrow I will get rid of all these exchange forms. : D Rotary has really nice forms. They have been killing me for weeks but now they are almost complete and I'll give them away tomorrow.
I'm happy not just because of the forms. I am happy because I have friends, I'm happy because I will go to exchange and I have been dreaming of it for ages, I'm happy because my family has enough money. I am happy because I have a holiday. I am happy of all these moments I smile.I am happy because I know what it is like to be sad.
And I'll travel to Canary Islands soon, and that's awesome.
I just want to wish you all merry xmas and happy new year.

I cannot own anyone, I cannot belong anywhere, but I can take the best of this. I can give everything, now when I still live.

Just something. I haven't written anything in my journal for a long time. We just had the finals week and I don't have any exams tomorrow so I have a long weekend.
My life is a cliche, but I like it. It's exciting and stuff and everyday is so special.
I want to be a psychiatrists because I want to make others happy. I want to help them back to their feet.

This was like the randomest journal entry ever but it is what I feel.
Bye-buh! See you! <3

I am going to exchange.

OMG! I AM GOING TO EXCHANGE!!!

Today I chacked my email and I had one new message. It was from Rotary and it said:" We have chosen you to our annual exchange programme." I'm so happy! I was supposed to do some school stuff but I'm too excited. Omg I will spent 2009-2010 abroad. Hopefully in Mexico, Ecuador or Argentina. This is fucking awesome. It's my dream come true.

Oh and yesterday the first snow fell. And it fell hard. Now there's like 10 cm of snow on the ground. I hate winter. I'm so happy I'll spend my next Winter somewhere less cold.

PS. Did you know that they eat guinea pigs in Ecuador? I wonder if they taste good?

I decided that i won't date 100% Finnish guys anymore. 1. They don't show their feelings. 2. They won't move anywhere. 3. I really like guys from Australia, Spain, USA, UK, Canada, Africa, Sweden, Norway, Belgia, France.... um well I think the list is too long
Today I met the exchangestudent who is going to live here with my family for 3 months or something. She has been in Finland since the end of August and we're in same school. And we have never met before! That's mainly because we IB geeks have lessons in two buildings and she is on higher grade so I don't have so many courses in the same building right now. I think she seemed quite nice. Another good excuse to speak English